I was shopping a couple of days ago and i thought about things. Why does it matter what clothes you wear? People always say things about what you are wearing when you go to school. I always want to be comfortable but i don't like people talkin about what i wear. I only care sometimes. I hate it though when they look at you because what you look like or what you are wearing. I hate schools for that. Then there is names. If you have a certain last name at our school you will get special treatment. Like at our school there are a couple of people but i ain't going to say names. They always get what they want from the teachers. They seem to get special treatment and they automatically fit in. People talk about them at times but they really don't mean it. I know because i talk about certain people and i know i don't mean it i am just jealous. I am jealous of a lot of people at our school at times. Sometimes even my close friends. i think they are prettier then me or skinner or have better hair or dress better. I hate this feelin. I wish it could go away. Then there is so many things you think about. I don't even know what to say besides school isn't determined by anything besides the way you look dress and what your last name is. Then you have to have the groups. Which i hate at times but i am happy with the friends i have now.
~blondelife~